sábado, 17 de marzo de 2012

Unknown Nostalgia and feeling odd inside?

Well, because I assume no one reads this I shall rant to my content now
and I may do some very incorrect things for the English language (I assume..)

anywho, all day today instead of playing my usual game called Eden Eternal and, such whining about my excesive game crashes, and such
I kinda felt odd, because today I've been drawing all day long, pictures of someone inside me, I guess?
if you could put it that way I'm guessing, well anyways

I never felt very alone once, but now, I kinda do...
don't know why, maybe because my usual people I speak to are not online?
Possibly.

But it is mostly because, I have never been truly alone at my home.
Everyday someone must speak, and disrupt the silence, which to be honest, I enjoy.

Sometimes I really do want every sound to be plugged out, but it is not very possible where I live, because my mom, is always whining about things, and my dad sometimes watches television, and then go to sleep.
As for my older sibling, well I do not wish to speak of him much.

I sometimes do wonder, why I feel like this, then again it is part of being human, well maybe that is just it, maybe I am finally feeling human like, or so, I think.

Anywho, time to end my rant here